Eve 6 - Eve 6
Drag this neurotic to hysterics
Leave him balked and unfulfilled
Holding inside outwardly patient 'till the time he'll call it
Alluring exotic twisted hero
Leaving him more lonely still
He waits around he's spun around and left without the power to stop it
Peers don't know what they can't see
They can't see inside of me
It's sickening how comforting the privacy of the mind can be
How much longer will I try before I realize
I'm desperate in the situation that I'm in again
I'm exhausting yet another topic
I've exhausted frequently with no regrets
Abstruse and lacking rational but making so much sense somehow
A stone has blocked my hourglass no progress made no time's run out
I'd almost rather have the latter
Save myself with sad defeat
A stone just broke my hourglass
I peel the skin that had me trapped
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rind
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
I burn burn like a wicker cabinet chalk white and oh so frail
I see our time had gotten stale
The tick tock of the clock is painful
All sane and logical I want to tear it off the wall
I hear words and clips and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale
My stomach turns and I exhale
So Cal is where my mind states but it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you
Or am I origami
Folded up and just pretend demented as the motives in your head
I alone am the one you don't know you need take heed feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes close sink
When you get close tie me to the bedpost
Tell those stories to me
I'm dying to hear the things you've done and seen
Farfetched as they may be
You strike a smile in me
Your stories ring of perjury
Construed with self empowering theme
Suckin' on my brain you're the teacher
I'm the student
Turning things around your story's not congruent
Tabloid decoys pitiful excuses
Turning things around
You're turning things around
A manic stunning scene
I'm taking notes you're taking me away into your false reality
I know your comfort lies in lying to try to make your life make sense
But you're not making sense
I'd say it aloud but I'm not allowed
I see your head spin round and round
Broken record talk tonight
Skip that needle back and forth on your mind wearing out unconvincing lies
Like a seedling dropped from an old oak tree your shade don't hide no sun
from me
Fake stories humor me
It's graduation time
I love you like a mother
Cheap shot hocked straight to the ear drum
Is it some sick sign of affection
Violated and signed with deceit
Disgust from my head to my hands to me feet
Your face it gives a foul taste
Whether smiling crying or denying
I see your motives and you're charged with fraud by me
So take the hint and leave
I loved you while he was in you in the shower
Did (In joy and ecstasy) your eyes begin to water
And if I may stop by when you're living in the next town ten years down the road
A good time for a dime and a crushed cigarette making bets with your body on the avenue
Look into my eyes you say and you'll see nothing but sincerity
Almost as if you've got some hope that you'll enlighten me
You're a head case story
Just trust me you said
Tonight I feel ambitious and so does my foot as it sinks on the pedal
I press it to the floor
I don't need a girl don't need a friend cause my friend lonesome's unconditional
We're flying forever bored
And for a moment I love everything
That I see and think and feel
I love my broken side view mirror
Cause it's so perfect
I'm so perfect you're so perfect you're not here
I hear the change in gears
My pile shakes as I hit eighty on the open road
This is an open road song
The night is beckoning although I have nowhere to go but home
Feels good to be alone
With every turn comes a new frame of mind
If I could frame my mind where would it hang
I crack a window and feel the cool air cleanse my every pore as I pour my poor heart out
To a radio song that's patient and willing to listen
My volume drowns it out
But that's okay cause I sound better than him anyway any day
Yeah my voice is sweet as salt
I search for comfort and I find it where I've found it many times before
Times before can be forgotten
Your eyes shine bright like a Jesus nitelite
I'd like to touch your positive vibes
Indifferent eyes won't give me the time
May I help put aside your moral fiber
You're dressed in white my face is white
I'd like to be a colorful sight to see
I'm only here in a background
Here on the ground lays my head
I sleep and then I wake make sounds and go to bed and wake again
The time is right but I feel all wrong
It wastes away until it's gone
The time is right but I feel all wrong
It fades away and now you're gone
You're walking by I'm standing by
Behind the light I'm standing by
By and by
Well here is me on tragedy
I always want what's out of reach
She pulls dyed black hair back and sighs
Fuck that night out with the guys
I never get a word in with them anyway
The telephone doesn't scare me anymore
You're home and I am here alone my dear
Always stupidly sarcastic my hyper-spastic superhero girl
So break the bruised monogamy
And let him fade to memory
Your erotic wet atomic eyes keep reoccurring in my mind
Do me a favor please and touch your lips to mine
One thousand faces all look the same
They're all so boring mild and tame
Contaminate him knock off his glasses
Teach him to tamper with the cloning process
Pardon me sir can I ask you a favor
Make me a cowboy like my next door neighbor
Pardon me sir can I use your eraser
To remove my brain of unconventional nature
Take my tongue
It's cocked and loaded
The board has dubbed you special student
Sit alone sweat in silence
We don't tolerate defiance
One thousand paces lead to the gate
They're all so boring mild sedate
You hear me say this don't make any sense
As I hop up and over the fence
Hooked on nicotine and phonics
Fun like macro economics
Still and quiet like they taught us
Fun like macro economics
Vigilante thoughts and a cheap guitar
I am my own movie star
I don't know you
I don't want to
I don't know you
I don't want to
Saturday night burns a redness on my face
I tasted you you tasted me you were never my taste
Now you're left alone with precious thoughts
Of half-assed half an hour stops
And talk so small I can't remember every saying a word
Laced with thick naivete
Firm delusions can't be swayed
Tell yourself you're happy
We both know the truth
It's false behind the dirty talk the dirty sheets the sexy walk
Your eyes are closed your heart is open wide and that's no good
There is something up my sleeve
There is nothing in-between
You and me that you can't see
So beg my pardon
Honesty's a virtue that can hurt you let it be
The thought that counts is counting down the minutes 'till I leave
And when I do you'll be looking for security in words
Though you know that you won't get it for the better for the worse
I apologize for me
Then I'm back in a couple weeks
I'm too weak to help it
Don't know how to end it
I apologize for me
There's a face I know too well
I see it every time I look in the mirror
No, I don't kiss and tell
I'll tell you after I betrayed you
Supersonic boy sweating sin
The pillar that I'm melting on will prove you wrong
Keep your lips sealed this just in
You're speeding up the ticker of a walking time bomb
Time's up stand up face the Muzac
Smile wide step outside
Click your sticks and cast a spell that'll suck my saliva like water from a well
I try to do what's right what's right ain't right enough for you tonight
I see you're displeased a middle finger response
I'll try to appease
I'm sorry don't be mad but ask me what I'm sorry for and I won't have an answer
Look me in the eye and let 'em flow again
Lies on the rocks with a twist of desperation
Suffocate from lack of stimulation
Television time
Gonna break with every bead of sweat
My heart rate seems to climb
My friend and I stick to the tired couches
Please pass the time I found a dime under the corner cushion
Wishing it was some place else and so do I
Small town trap with dreams of breaking out
Here I sit and bake my face is breaking out
Satan's in the living room choking me with apathy
Small town trap with dreams of breaking out
Inspire me cause if you don't think I'll dissipate to dust
The liar in me says something's gonna happen soon because it must
My friend and I stick to the tired couches
Please pass the time I found a dime under the corner cushion
Wishing it was some place else and so do I
Community immunity is the shot I crave
A sleepless sleep slow motion dream wanna dig my grave
Time ticks away on the longest day
Wanna break away on the longest day