So this is what it feels like To be the one left behind To give it all you've got, then find You've already changed your mind And this is what it sounds like Crying on the bed that we both made Waiting for a sign that you just can't give me Any kind of sign I don't want to be here wide awake clinging to a love that can't be saved Hanging off the every word that you say So I asked myself 'Do I love you so much that I'm willing to let you go?' At the tip of my tongue the answer was 'Yes' But at the bottom of my heart I'm wondering... Did I say that? Did I say that? Sometimes you know I over react And what I say is not a matter of fact I wish I could take it all back And you know I'd drag myself through fire at your side And you know the gates of Heaven are surely open wide And I need some sympathy here And I need someone to call my own I'm standing in the light of my mistakes and begging you 'Come home!' And I know you need some time to run and hide But the truth is hard to swallow when you're choking on your pride So I asked myself 'Do I love you so much that I'm willing to let you go?' At the tip of my tongue the answer was 'Yes' But at the bottom of my heart I'm wondering... Did I say that? Did I say that? Sometimes you know I over react And what I say is not a matter of fact I wish I could take it all back But I said that And I wish I could take it all back And I need some sympathy here And I need someone to call my own I want to take you in my back seat now and slowly drive you home And I know you need some time to run and hide But the truth is hard to swallow when you're choking on your pride I don't want to be here wide awake clinging to a love that I cant save And hanging off the every word that you say knowing that it might make me cry I don't want to be this complicating You can drag it out but I'll be waiting I stumbled on 'I love you' tonight but it sounded like goodbye Did I say that? Did I say that? Did I tell you that I loved you cause it would have been a matter of fact? Did I say that? This time I'm not letting go Did I say that? This time I'll have and I'll hold Did I tell you that I loved you cause it would have been a matter of fact? Did I say that? This time I'm walking through fire Did I say that? This time Ill feed your desire Did I say that? This time Ill stand by your side Did I say that? This time I will be your pride Did I say that? This time I'm not letting go Did I say that? This time I'll have and I'll hold Did I say that? This time I'm walking through fire Did I say that? Did I say that? And I wish I could take it all back So this is what it feels like To be the one left behind To give it all you got then find That you've already changed your mind © Little Big Guy / Warner-Tamerlane