It's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it all may seem the consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means It's been awhile Since I could say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I could say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all this shit seem to disappear when I'm with you But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered, I've gone and fucked up things again. Why must I feel this way Just make this go away, just one more peaceful day It's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father he did the best he could for me It's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high and it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry Submitted by - IAmAGlowwormBug